-Why is fall in love with you but not with you , if I can, I hope he did not know you , if I can, I

I know that we can not be together, why is it happens I love you. I want you, want you ... really miss you, sometimes Haohen own good useless, why would you think. Night is so quiet, so still heartbreaking to hear people's voices. Now I understand, some distance is insurmountable, knowing that alone is omnipresent, so secretly thinking of you, can not understand how much I love you Thinking of you, I will not feel alone and lonely. Thinking to myself constantly, as long as you are happy so I'm happy as long as you happy,! Just do not know how to tell you, I think you are beautiful love you is a pain, is like a dream is a can not wake up. It is a sad and painful sense of restraint, it's cruel and obvious, is not destined to be a sense of destiny fulfilled, the hearts of people feel the pain and despair is so helpless. Not experienced, is not keenly aware of. I do not know, do not know, really do not know a person's life can love several times, but perhaps true love only once. This love is not married, nor is it love at first sight, love is the supreme state might be able to encounter a person's life, may not be encountered. Loneliness and loneliness is not the way I was the only one, a man walked slowly, all the sadness in the unprovoked attack on me. My way to where is it one, but they fall into a relationship where you can not get away, could not get it? I do not know why? Why fall in love with you? Maybe love really does not need any reason a person. Always thought that time can dilute all, did not think you miss the deeper, but deeper love. When you forget a person when they want, but it is kept firmly in mind. Sometimes, I am looking for a quiet night, put a lot of heart melancholy, lonely, lonely to talk to you. Late at night, facing the solitary, quietly facing the window, I fell into deep thoughts being. Lonely than ever at the moment, my heart there is always a sense of loss. Years as an extension of people's tracks, there is no turning back possible. And now I really do not know do not know how to adjust the pace. Perhaps a sad heart to the quiet comfort. Take a long time to heal, perhaps time will be all covered with dust, life will be full of regret. Sometimes, some regret is it not a kind of beauty it is just that the U.S. is to pay a high price. Often painful, and often miss,. Can only deeply buried forever in my heart. This love is so unforgettable, so the pain ... but not without thought forgotten, but no matter how hard they try, ultimately can not get rid of from the heart. All this is God's arrangement? Or God? All is not absurd it? I would like to know, why not let us, but let us meet, friend, acquaintance, relative to ... ... it? All this is why? All in the end who is at fault then? I am very contradictory, wandering alone in this ridiculous city, Is my life destined to be lonely do? Even the heartache, heartbreak, it will not been seen, there will be no sympathy and pity ...